Why am I SO Homesick???

Man...I miss my folks...goin' back 2 the city 2moro!!!

A stunning epiphany

So this will probably be my last "written" post until Thanksgiving, or maybe even Christmas break. I'll probably just stick 2 strictly videos and fashion 4 a little bit...I'm not 2 sure about taking out time 2 express my personal stuff 4 a while...

And Y???

Because I've decided 2 focus on everything that's important... church and school...but everything else like partying every weekend, my women problems, and other women trying 2 make me be unfaithful...its getting blocked out because once upon a time I put effort in those things with nothing 2 show 4 it...idk...my thoughts have been all over the place.

But what made think about really focusing on God and school COMPLETELY was when I dusted off my bible last night lol and found the verse Isaiah 40:31-"but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."

After I read that I realized that when stuff bothers me and stresses out that I shouldn't depend on others 2 cope but that I should lean on Him instead and I'll be renewed 2 keep pushing 4 this degree and anything else I seek 2 accomplish.

Laugh of the day

...the 1st 45 seconds started my morning off right with a laugh...

I've been stressin' bro...

Man these past few days have really gotten 2 me...it's like I scrambling 2 finish the semester out strong and I'm getting overwhelmed by all this work and studying and it's starting 2 show.

Last night I stayed at my girlfriend's room (nothing happened lol) and 4 some reason I was just aggravated by her presence...as I was laying there I actually contemplated just saying "fuck it" and walking out...and the thing was she hadn't even done anything 2 piss me off...I was just mad 4 no reason!!! I was really surprised by it 'cause I've never felt like that, especially towards her.

That's why this morning I made the statement that we should give other space during the week and kick it on the weekends when we have more time and aren't stressing as much about school. I really need 'cause feel like Im'a bite somebodies damn head off!!!...I just need 2 be solitary 4 some days so I can clear my thoughts and handle my business...FIN

Wiz Khalifa (Feat. Kev tha Hustler)- Hello Kitty (On The Pill)

...The hook is kinda sketchy...but I still fux wit it...

2 much time???...and the 512 beckons

Now this is how people see me on campus if not in class...either I'm on the way 2 class or study or do something productive...

...And now that football season is over I'm already feeling like I have 2 much free time on my hands. I know it seem a lil' early 2 feel that but without weights, meetings and practice 2 take up my time it like I don't have anything 2 do. It's done wonders with school because I get on my hmwk and studying as soon as I get outta class at 12 or 1 and by 7pm I'm pretty much done with everything 4 the day....with ample time 2 do what???...(drum roll please) ...NOTHING!!!

IDK...i just gotta get used 2 this schedule and find even more ways 2 be productive with this time I now have...get an extra hr of studying, clean my apt, write some papers early, blog a little more, idk something 2 fill up the empty spaces 'cause I'm so used 2 being a busy body.

Anyways, the 512 is waiting 4 me 2 come back in about a week...good ole' Austin, Texas...I haven't been back since early June and I'm SUPER home sick!!!...and this time time I've made a vow 2 keep my nose clean and stay away from crazy situations...I'm not tryna have any more drama than I already got,no club drama, no 6th street drama, no ex-girlfriend drama, no home-girl-wanna-be-girlfriend drama, ...that shit is 4 someone else, the only 2 women I worry about is my mama and my gal...any other women can kick rocks, unless I grew up with you or we're related lol...

WALE – PAT YOUR WEAVE (FEAT. UCB)

...It seems like it took 4ever 4 this video 2 come out...I still fux wit...