In all honesty it seems like my feelings are in limbo because of what's going on. One moment I'm seething with anger and a while later I don't seem 2 care at all. Maybe it's just the suddeness of our dissconnection is what confuses me. We were good like 2 days ago...well I thought we were good. It's just weird going from being 2gether all the time 2 not even speaking. I think that's the part that hurts because I'm sitting there like "Damn, U can't even speak 2 me and turn around and be super friendly 2 everybody else even though we're supposed 2 be '2gether'". And I don't want it 2 be forced as if ur obligated 2 talk 2 me. I want it 2 be genuine.
I talked 2 mama about it and she kind of figured something like this would happen eventually, but no SO soon. I'm just gonna take her advice and and give my gal some space 4 a couple days and when she's good she'll come back.
IDK, I know we'll be good after a few days, but I just want stuff 2 work out sooner rather than later...
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