You can spot us all the way on the right side
Man, where do begin when I'm talking about this one? Off top I'm gonna try to put away all ill feeling toward this person in order speak on this objectively...I'm gonna say some that nobody knows about, not even my mama knows...it gets crazy and you WILL be surprised!!!
Well........she was pretty much my 1st everything...we met my freshman year in high school 'cause I played basketball and she was the team manager 4 the girls freshman team and we all practiced at the same time so we would often see each other and eventually hit off from there....in the beginning everything was great but once we hit that 1 yr anniversary she pretty much lost her entire damn mind, cheating and running away from home, and me being an inexperienced 15 year old didn't know how 2 handle it so things were rocky 4 a while until sophomore year when the best thing that could've happen did...THAT BITCH MOVED AWAY 2 FLORIDA!!!
I know that sounds harsh but that's really the best thing that happened 4 me 'cause I finally got a chance 2 see what or females were out there because I had been so consumed with her that I gave nobody else a shot but the problem was I didn't really trust females my age so I became mean as hell 2 chicks I dated...then I started 2 talkin' 2 so many chicks that i started developing a reputation as "player' that still kinda follows me around whenever I go back home...
Soooo fast forward 2 years to senior year in high school...by that time puberty had transformed me into a 6'2" 235 lb football star that treated females with an utter contempt, probably coming from her...I was one of the dudes u wouldn't have liked in HS...anyways I get a call outta of the blue that she wants 2 go 2 prom with me...my initial reaction was BITCH FUCK NO!!!...but after a few days I eventually decided 2 go ahead and do it if she was willing 2 come from Florida which she did...
Fast forward 2 late April 2007, a couple days b4 my bday and right b4 prom...she arrives in Austin and the minute she touches down she's all "I love you" and "We should start over" and 2 honest I was kinda hearing it 4 a second but I shut that down....so we have prom and it was SO LIVE!!! If I could relive that day a thousand times over I would besides the part about me having 2 go home @ 3 AM but that's another story lol
So we say our goodbyes at the airport with the thought that she would go 2 Texas Tech and I would go 2 Angelo St. on a football scholarship...so the 1st day of class comes and I'm an 18 year old freshman on my own 4 the 1st time ever, and on the prowl...as I'm walking 2 class I see a chick that whose body looks familiar, and as I get closer..."NO!!! IT CAN'T BE! FUCK!!!!"....she fucked around and followed me 2 college...
The whole time she was there I didn't see her as anything more than something 2 smash whenever nothing else was available but she had it in her mind that we were gonna be together 4ever..."HUH! I'm 18!!! WTF!
So she finally leaves after a semester because she realizes I wasn't that same 14 year old little boy that she had met 4 years b4...I was turning into a man with my own thoughts, my own goals, and NO time 2 deal with her and the drama that she brought...so she went back 2 Austin and became a SUPER JUMPOFF!!! It had gotten 2 the point where it started affecting her health and then it became a life or death situation...and then she had the nerve call me saying that it's MY fault because if I hadn't treated her so bad then she wouldn't have started sleeping around and got her health fucked up...I felt bad 4 her situation but I'll never feel guilty about it 'cause I didn't have anything 2 do with her laying down with X amount of people and getting what she got...
Fast forward 2 late April 2007, a couple days b4 my bday and right b4 prom...she arrives in Austin and the minute she touches down she's all "I love you" and "We should start over" and 2 honest I was kinda hearing it 4 a second but I shut that down....so we have prom and it was SO LIVE!!! If I could relive that day a thousand times over I would besides the part about me having 2 go home @ 3 AM but that's another story lol
So we say our goodbyes at the airport with the thought that she would go 2 Texas Tech and I would go 2 Angelo St. on a football scholarship...so the 1st day of class comes and I'm an 18 year old freshman on my own 4 the 1st time ever, and on the prowl...as I'm walking 2 class I see a chick that whose body looks familiar, and as I get closer..."NO!!! IT CAN'T BE! FUCK!!!!"....she fucked around and followed me 2 college...
The whole time she was there I didn't see her as anything more than something 2 smash whenever nothing else was available but she had it in her mind that we were gonna be together 4ever..."HUH! I'm 18!!! WTF!
So she finally leaves after a semester because she realizes I wasn't that same 14 year old little boy that she had met 4 years b4...I was turning into a man with my own thoughts, my own goals, and NO time 2 deal with her and the drama that she brought...so she went back 2 Austin and became a SUPER JUMPOFF!!! It had gotten 2 the point where it started affecting her health and then it became a life or death situation...and then she had the nerve call me saying that it's MY fault because if I hadn't treated her so bad then she wouldn't have started sleeping around and got her health fucked up...I felt bad 4 her situation but I'll never feel guilty about it 'cause I didn't have anything 2 do with her laying down with X amount of people and getting what she got...
Now...after 7 years...all I can do is pray 4 her...
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