I'm SO ready 4 spring break 2 come so I can get away from this school and all the baggage that's here. I just wanna go back home where I know people really care about me and my well-being. I never knew i felt this strongly about it but the past few weeks have made me realize that a majority of the people at this school that i thought were my friends we're really fake and uncaring.
Why do i say this???
Because as i was going through my little ordeal I got absolutely NO emotional support or reassurance about my situation. People saw me struggling and turned the other way. As of late I've pretty much been alone, physically, mentally, and emotionally. The only place that I found solace was with my family and my closest friends from back home. And don't think that just because I'm a guy that I don't need emotional support because I do. I'm not going through life as a cold and unemotional person but with that being said don't take that as me being a bitch ass nigga.
Anyway like I was saying before I'm ready 2 go home and take a break from this fakeness that I've been witnessing 4 the last 2 weeks. I just need a week long vacation from school, these coaches, the break up, football, and anything else that's been bothering me lately.
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