DISCLAIMER: This is the last time that I will ever purposely mention the break-up. Most people that know me or read my blog probably go into "Aw shit, here we go again" mode and expect another sad ass "Woe is me" post about how hard it is 4 me. Believe me, this is not it. And by NO means is this post written with ANY bad intentions!!!
1st of all, I wanna apologize 2 everyone that was brought down by negativity, especially my ex. She has a myriad of things 2 handle and me wildin' out shouldn't have been 1 of them.
Anyways, of couple of days ago a decision was made that my ex and I should stop all communication in order 2 fully break things off. As usual, I was hit with the familiar pangs of hurt. But something different happened after about 10 minutes. It finally hit me like, "Damn bro, it's really over. Now stop bitchin' about it and get over it!!!" When that thought hit me, I was kind of embarrassed 4 the way that I had been handling things earlier. I had really been actin' like a damn fool!!!
Whenever we get back on speaking terms, hopefully we can get back 2 how we were b4 the relationship thing happened because all that drama and emotion got old really fast. There's no doubt that I'll think about it every now and again but that's old news now. It's time 4 me 2 establish myself in this world and begin the journey 2 do what GOD has planned 4 me.
I just have 2 take this whole situation 4 what it was: a brief, but significant chapter in the story that is my life. It was filled with a lot of good memories, a couple bad ones, and a lot of lessons learned.
1st of all, I wanna apologize 2 everyone that was brought down by negativity, especially my ex. She has a myriad of things 2 handle and me wildin' out shouldn't have been 1 of them.
Anyways, of couple of days ago a decision was made that my ex and I should stop all communication in order 2 fully break things off. As usual, I was hit with the familiar pangs of hurt. But something different happened after about 10 minutes. It finally hit me like, "Damn bro, it's really over. Now stop bitchin' about it and get over it!!!" When that thought hit me, I was kind of embarrassed 4 the way that I had been handling things earlier. I had really been actin' like a damn fool!!!
Whenever we get back on speaking terms, hopefully we can get back 2 how we were b4 the relationship thing happened because all that drama and emotion got old really fast. There's no doubt that I'll think about it every now and again but that's old news now. It's time 4 me 2 establish myself in this world and begin the journey 2 do what GOD has planned 4 me.
I just have 2 take this whole situation 4 what it was: a brief, but significant chapter in the story that is my life. It was filled with a lot of good memories, a couple bad ones, and a lot of lessons learned.
Now I can finally turn the page :-)
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