When I finally thought I had peace of mind here comes some more bullshit!
As soon as I'm getting settled in the realm of being solo dolo, my homegirl comes out of the blue with a text that she want 2 see if we can be 2gether now that I'm available...WTF???
FUCK!!!...didn't I say that I want 2 be single...leave me the hell alone...I was so thrown off by it that I couldn't even reply
And 2 make thing worse her and my other homegirl are supposed 2 coming up here 2 visit me this weekend...as a friend. All I was expecting was all of us 2 kick like old times then this pops up. I'm like damn let me act like I'm single 4 a least a few months...I wanna be able 2 have fun and do my thing without worrying about someone or what they think about my actions.
I'm just pissed off right now because I feel like she's not willing 2 give me the space I need 2 see how I can handle being by myself again. I already got enough shit going on between getting out of my old relationship, school, and football 2 deal with something like that.
All I can really say about this situation is that I'm not thinking about ANY serious relationship 'til I graduate!!!
As soon as I'm getting settled in the realm of being solo dolo, my homegirl comes out of the blue with a text that she want 2 see if we can be 2gether now that I'm available...WTF???
FUCK!!!...didn't I say that I want 2 be single...leave me the hell alone...I was so thrown off by it that I couldn't even reply
And 2 make thing worse her and my other homegirl are supposed 2 coming up here 2 visit me this weekend...as a friend. All I was expecting was all of us 2 kick like old times then this pops up. I'm like damn let me act like I'm single 4 a least a few months...I wanna be able 2 have fun and do my thing without worrying about someone or what they think about my actions.
I'm just pissed off right now because I feel like she's not willing 2 give me the space I need 2 see how I can handle being by myself again. I already got enough shit going on between getting out of my old relationship, school, and football 2 deal with something like that.
All I can really say about this situation is that I'm not thinking about ANY serious relationship 'til I graduate!!!
So just tell her the same thing you wrote on this blog but in a nicer way. Thats it. If she likes you truly, she'll understand. I'm sure she doesn't want the oppurtunity to slip by and she never tells you how she feels. So mayb she kinda just let the truth fall where it may. I'm currently in the same situation. I would rather cut toenails than go thru this current bullshit lmao
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