So I've officially come 2 the conclusion that school has turned me into 1 of the most boring people I know. Sure, I do study and do homework all day everyday, but even the little free time I do have I don't even use it. At the most, I'll play Madden 4 about 30 minutes or talk on the phone them hit the bed early 2 wake up at 6:30.
U know...maybe I not getting boring I'm just growing up. Some of the desires that I had even last year wouldn't even cross my mind nowadays. Sure I'm get might a tattoo or go out and party and try 2 meet some women every now and then. But most of the time I'd rather be studying or doing something productive. I look at some of my friends that R still in party mode and I think 2 myself..."Nigga U better get urself some goals!!! lol"
It's just a unexplainable feeling 2 watch myself turn into a grown ass man...I'm definitely not there yet because I'm not paying my own bills yet or anything but the motivations and reasons behind my actions R becoming more mature. Sometimes I got 2 my spot and think..."Damn, if I've changed so after 2 1/2 years in college, what kind of man am I gonna be when I graduate, or when I'm 25, or when I'm 30..." Am I still gonna be concerned with women, clothes, tattoos, shoes, and partying like I was at 18, or is there another lane my mind will take me? But who knows, only time will tell...
U know...maybe I not getting boring I'm just growing up. Some of the desires that I had even last year wouldn't even cross my mind nowadays. Sure I'm get might a tattoo or go out and party and try 2 meet some women every now and then. But most of the time I'd rather be studying or doing something productive. I look at some of my friends that R still in party mode and I think 2 myself..."Nigga U better get urself some goals!!! lol"
It's just a unexplainable feeling 2 watch myself turn into a grown ass man...I'm definitely not there yet because I'm not paying my own bills yet or anything but the motivations and reasons behind my actions R becoming more mature. Sometimes I got 2 my spot and think..."Damn, if I've changed so after 2 1/2 years in college, what kind of man am I gonna be when I graduate, or when I'm 25, or when I'm 30..." Am I still gonna be concerned with women, clothes, tattoos, shoes, and partying like I was at 18, or is there another lane my mind will take me? But who knows, only time will tell...
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ReplyDeleteZEUS'S GROWiNG UP..CONGRATUlATiONS.
iTS NOTHiNG WRONG WiTH THAT CUZ YOU BEGiN TO SEE THiNGS FROM THE OUTSiDE lOOKiNG iN AND REAliZE HOW MUCH YOU AREN'T MiSSiNG WiTH THE THiNGS YOU USE TO DO...HAHA NOW YOU OFFiCiAllY SOUND liKE ME ON SO MANY lEVElS....AS MY MA SAYS "WElCOME TO ADUlTHOOD"