Friday, June 12, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
The Final Pages of This Chapter
DISCLAIMER: This is the last time that I will ever purposely mention the break-up. Most people that know me or read my blog probably go into "Aw shit, here we go again" mode and expect another sad ass "Woe is me" post about how hard it is 4 me. Believe me, this is not it. And by NO means is this post written with ANY bad intentions!!!
1st of all, I wanna apologize 2 everyone that was brought down by negativity, especially my ex. She has a myriad of things 2 handle and me wildin' out shouldn't have been 1 of them.
Anyways, of couple of days ago a decision was made that my ex and I should stop all communication in order 2 fully break things off. As usual, I was hit with the familiar pangs of hurt. But something different happened after about 10 minutes. It finally hit me like, "Damn bro, it's really over. Now stop bitchin' about it and get over it!!!" When that thought hit me, I was kind of embarrassed 4 the way that I had been handling things earlier. I had really been actin' like a damn fool!!!
Whenever we get back on speaking terms, hopefully we can get back 2 how we were b4 the relationship thing happened because all that drama and emotion got old really fast. There's no doubt that I'll think about it every now and again but that's old news now. It's time 4 me 2 establish myself in this world and begin the journey 2 do what GOD has planned 4 me.
I just have 2 take this whole situation 4 what it was: a brief, but significant chapter in the story that is my life. It was filled with a lot of good memories, a couple bad ones, and a lot of lessons learned.
1st of all, I wanna apologize 2 everyone that was brought down by negativity, especially my ex. She has a myriad of things 2 handle and me wildin' out shouldn't have been 1 of them.
Anyways, of couple of days ago a decision was made that my ex and I should stop all communication in order 2 fully break things off. As usual, I was hit with the familiar pangs of hurt. But something different happened after about 10 minutes. It finally hit me like, "Damn bro, it's really over. Now stop bitchin' about it and get over it!!!" When that thought hit me, I was kind of embarrassed 4 the way that I had been handling things earlier. I had really been actin' like a damn fool!!!
Whenever we get back on speaking terms, hopefully we can get back 2 how we were b4 the relationship thing happened because all that drama and emotion got old really fast. There's no doubt that I'll think about it every now and again but that's old news now. It's time 4 me 2 establish myself in this world and begin the journey 2 do what GOD has planned 4 me.
I just have 2 take this whole situation 4 what it was: a brief, but significant chapter in the story that is my life. It was filled with a lot of good memories, a couple bad ones, and a lot of lessons learned.
Now I can finally turn the page :-)
Friday, June 5, 2009
Body Types
Everyone has specific preferences for members of the opposite sex; eyes, lips, feet, hair, legs.
I have preferences as well, especially in the body dept...I love chicks that R thick AND athletic. IDK what it is but that shit just does it 4 me...it's something about a girl has ass and some tones 2 with it.
And look @ me, I'm a solid 6'1", 240...what do I look like with a chick that's just skin and bones???
I like thick chicks in general but the ones that R athletic always catch my attention 1st.
They catch my attention 1st because most of time being or looking athletic means that U work out and will continue 2 work out. That's good 4 the future because unlike some chicks that R just thick, ur ass won't be touching the back of ur knees by the time U reach 40.
ALMOST SPAZZED OUT!!!
Man, yesterday i got SO close 2 goin' off on my damn boss!!! She caught herself tryna put me on blast yesterday in front of all the customers because she thought I was standing there doin' nothin'.
BITCH I WAS WASHIN' MY HANDS!!! U EXPECT ME 2 SERVE CUSTOMERS WITH DIRTY ASS HANDS!!!
Monday, June 1, 2009
THE STAINED GLASS FOREST
Artist and art director Yuki Chong of Singapore studio Creamy Visual Communications created this installation for the ultra-hip New Majestic Hotel in which stained glass creates the feel of a forest canopy "By using geometrical shapes, colours and light based on modular grids, a textural blanket was created to reflect the intricacies of depth found in a real forest canopy," says Chong. The installation is on the ceiling of the hotel bar.
just a lil frustrated
This restaurant chain would be my current place of employment. Now I've only been working been working a couple days but I'm already becoming frustrated with it.
I know this is just a summer job and everything, but but there's been this nagging feeling that I'm meant 2 do something better...not just in this job but life in general. Like, I'm meant 2 contribute something greater 2 this world than wiping down tables and refilling drinks 4 people who give me condescending looks because they think I'm doing nothing with my life or they don't know that I'm on the way 2 a college degree.
I don't wanna come across like I'm cocky or that I think I'm better than those who've made a career of this but I know that this is not 4 me. Now I finally understand when people talk about having a job that makes U unhappy can have a negative effect on U. I'm already feeling it. I've been getting irritable and moody, 4 no good reason and it's only been a couple days!
I know this is just a summer job and everything, but but there's been this nagging feeling that I'm meant 2 do something better...not just in this job but life in general. Like, I'm meant 2 contribute something greater 2 this world than wiping down tables and refilling drinks 4 people who give me condescending looks because they think I'm doing nothing with my life or they don't know that I'm on the way 2 a college degree.
I don't wanna come across like I'm cocky or that I think I'm better than those who've made a career of this but I know that this is not 4 me. Now I finally understand when people talk about having a job that makes U unhappy can have a negative effect on U. I'm already feeling it. I've been getting irritable and moody, 4 no good reason and it's only been a couple days!
I gotta stick with it 'cause I need this money tho...lol
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