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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Random Rant
So everyone that's been an avid reader of my blog is pretty familiar with my women problems lol...and they've seen all my rants about how I'm gonna be single 4ever and not trust anybody with my heart and blah blah blah....
But I think I may come across have somebody that may have changed my mind...now that doesn't mean that I'm gonna be in a relationship soon or anything like that, she's just a cool chick 2 talk 2.
We probably would've met earlier on campus because her look caught my eye but I never said anything out respect 2 my girlfriend at the time. But we had been friends on facebook and hadn't even said 2 words 2 one another 'til me and my then girlfriend broke up...
I find myself being super attracted 2 her...not just because of her looks but her personality and intellect...she really intrigues me in a good a way...and she's hella goofy just like me so that's a plus...and I'm finding it super easy 2 tell her how I feel about things...and I've never done it that early...and it kinda scares me...that's why I'm kinda holding back because I don't want this 2 seem like a rebound because I've only been single 4 like 2 months
IDK...it's just weird...like I said b4 this doesn't mean I'm gonna all booed up or anything like that...but who knows down the road...
All I know is that I'm staying focused on what's important...GOD, then family, then school, then football...and if God sees fit 2 put someone new in my life then it'll happen...if not I'll be just fine...FIN lol
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
Mishka Holiday
Some Holiday drops from my favorite brand...available at certain stores in Austin...hint, hint lol
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
This time it's different...
Where do I start...now the umpteenth time in over a year,me and her have broken up...but this time it's different...It happened 2 weeks ago but I just didn't write about it 4 whatever reason.
Usually when we break up we'll separate 4 few days...and then we when we get back in contact I still can feel those feelings that I had 4 her come back...but this time it's different.
I saw her 2day 4 the 1st time in a couple weeks and it hit me like "Damn I'm actually falling out of love with her." It's kind of a relief but on the other hand it's kind of sad.
I find it as a relief because in reality we were just settling 4 each other because we were both there. I find my self being a relationship kind of guy and I like 2 have someone 2 talk 2 when we're stressing or I need a hug or just hang around in our pj's and watch movies all day. And that was cool but some of the problems that popped up with that was the deal breaker 4 both of us. The awkwardness, the bickering, the paranoia, the crying, the silent treatment, the lack of communication, the lack of time 4 one another...the totality was 2 much 4 us 2 handle. We both did some things that caused problems.
I'm kind of sad though not because I'm losing the relationship but because it feels like I'm losing 1 of my best, if not my best friend at school. The fact is that were we really tight b4 the whole relationship thing came up last year. I think that's why we were successful as a couple in the beginning. But we need 2 grow as individuals instead letting that relationship define us. And I love her 2 death 'cause she's a real sweetheart but in end this is a chapter of our lives that it's time that we both turn the page and I hope that one day we can be friends again...ily my "smoochy" :-)
Usually when we break up we'll separate 4 few days...and then we when we get back in contact I still can feel those feelings that I had 4 her come back...but this time it's different.
I saw her 2day 4 the 1st time in a couple weeks and it hit me like "Damn I'm actually falling out of love with her." It's kind of a relief but on the other hand it's kind of sad.
I find it as a relief because in reality we were just settling 4 each other because we were both there. I find my self being a relationship kind of guy and I like 2 have someone 2 talk 2 when we're stressing or I need a hug or just hang around in our pj's and watch movies all day. And that was cool but some of the problems that popped up with that was the deal breaker 4 both of us. The awkwardness, the bickering, the paranoia, the crying, the silent treatment, the lack of communication, the lack of time 4 one another...the totality was 2 much 4 us 2 handle. We both did some things that caused problems.
I'm kind of sad though not because I'm losing the relationship but because it feels like I'm losing 1 of my best, if not my best friend at school. The fact is that were we really tight b4 the whole relationship thing came up last year. I think that's why we were successful as a couple in the beginning. But we need 2 grow as individuals instead letting that relationship define us. And I love her 2 death 'cause she's a real sweetheart but in end this is a chapter of our lives that it's time that we both turn the page and I hope that one day we can be friends again...ily my "smoochy" :-)
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
No Social Life...lol
So I've officially come 2 the conclusion that school has turned me into 1 of the most boring people I know. Sure, I do study and do homework all day everyday, but even the little free time I do have I don't even use it. At the most, I'll play Madden 4 about 30 minutes or talk on the phone them hit the bed early 2 wake up at 6:30.
U know...maybe I not getting boring I'm just growing up. Some of the desires that I had even last year wouldn't even cross my mind nowadays. Sure I'm get might a tattoo or go out and party and try 2 meet some women every now and then. But most of the time I'd rather be studying or doing something productive. I look at some of my friends that R still in party mode and I think 2 myself..."Nigga U better get urself some goals!!! lol"
It's just a unexplainable feeling 2 watch myself turn into a grown ass man...I'm definitely not there yet because I'm not paying my own bills yet or anything but the motivations and reasons behind my actions R becoming more mature. Sometimes I got 2 my spot and think..."Damn, if I've changed so after 2 1/2 years in college, what kind of man am I gonna be when I graduate, or when I'm 25, or when I'm 30..." Am I still gonna be concerned with women, clothes, tattoos, shoes, and partying like I was at 18, or is there another lane my mind will take me? But who knows, only time will tell...
U know...maybe I not getting boring I'm just growing up. Some of the desires that I had even last year wouldn't even cross my mind nowadays. Sure I'm get might a tattoo or go out and party and try 2 meet some women every now and then. But most of the time I'd rather be studying or doing something productive. I look at some of my friends that R still in party mode and I think 2 myself..."Nigga U better get urself some goals!!! lol"
It's just a unexplainable feeling 2 watch myself turn into a grown ass man...I'm definitely not there yet because I'm not paying my own bills yet or anything but the motivations and reasons behind my actions R becoming more mature. Sometimes I got 2 my spot and think..."Damn, if I've changed so after 2 1/2 years in college, what kind of man am I gonna be when I graduate, or when I'm 25, or when I'm 30..." Am I still gonna be concerned with women, clothes, tattoos, shoes, and partying like I was at 18, or is there another lane my mind will take me? But who knows, only time will tell...
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
A stunning epiphany
So this will probably be my last "written" post until Thanksgiving, or maybe even Christmas break. I'll probably just stick 2 strictly videos and fashion 4 a little bit...I'm not 2 sure about taking out time 2 express my personal stuff 4 a while...
And Y???
Because I've decided 2 focus on everything that's important... church and school...but everything else like partying every weekend, my women problems, and other women trying 2 make me be unfaithful...its getting blocked out because once upon a time I put effort in those things with nothing 2 show 4 it...idk...my thoughts have been all over the place.
But what made think about really focusing on God and school COMPLETELY was when I dusted off my bible last night lol and found the verse Isaiah 40:31-"but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
After I read that I realized that when stuff bothers me and stresses out that I shouldn't depend on others 2 cope but that I should lean on Him instead and I'll be renewed 2 keep pushing 4 this degree and anything else I seek 2 accomplish.
And Y???
Because I've decided 2 focus on everything that's important... church and school...but everything else like partying every weekend, my women problems, and other women trying 2 make me be unfaithful...its getting blocked out because once upon a time I put effort in those things with nothing 2 show 4 it...idk...my thoughts have been all over the place.
But what made think about really focusing on God and school COMPLETELY was when I dusted off my bible last night lol and found the verse Isaiah 40:31-"but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
After I read that I realized that when stuff bothers me and stresses out that I shouldn't depend on others 2 cope but that I should lean on Him instead and I'll be renewed 2 keep pushing 4 this degree and anything else I seek 2 accomplish.
Friday, November 13, 2009
I've been stressin' bro...
Man these past few days have really gotten 2 me...it's like I scrambling 2 finish the semester out strong and I'm getting overwhelmed by all this work and studying and it's starting 2 show.
Last night I stayed at my girlfriend's room (nothing happened lol) and 4 some reason I was just aggravated by her presence...as I was laying there I actually contemplated just saying "fuck it" and walking out...and the thing was she hadn't even done anything 2 piss me off...I was just mad 4 no reason!!! I was really surprised by it 'cause I've never felt like that, especially towards her.
That's why this morning I made the statement that we should give other space during the week and kick it on the weekends when we have more time and aren't stressing as much about school. I really need 'cause feel like Im'a bite somebodies damn head off!!!...I just need 2 be solitary 4 some days so I can clear my thoughts and handle my business...FIN
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Wiz Khalifa (Feat. Kev tha Hustler)- Hello Kitty (On The Pill)
...The hook is kinda sketchy...but I still fux wit it...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
2 much time???...and the 512 beckons
Now this is how people see me on campus if not in class...either I'm on the way 2 class or study or do something productive...
...And now that football season is over I'm already feeling like I have 2 much free time on my hands. I know it seem a lil' early 2 feel that but without weights, meetings and practice 2 take up my time it like I don't have anything 2 do. It's done wonders with school because I get on my hmwk and studying as soon as I get outta class at 12 or 1 and by 7pm I'm pretty much done with everything 4 the day....with ample time 2 do what???...(drum roll please) ...NOTHING!!!
IDK...i just gotta get used 2 this schedule and find even more ways 2 be productive with this time I now have...get an extra hr of studying, clean my apt, write some papers early, blog a little more, idk something 2 fill up the empty spaces 'cause I'm so used 2 being a busy body.
Anyways, the 512 is waiting 4 me 2 come back in about a week...good ole' Austin, Texas...I haven't been back since early June and I'm SUPER home sick!!!...and this time time I've made a vow 2 keep my nose clean and stay away from crazy situations...I'm not tryna have any more drama than I already got,no club drama, no 6th street drama, no ex-girlfriend drama, no home-girl-wanna-be-girlfriend drama, ...that shit is 4 someone else, the only 2 women I worry about is my mama and my gal...any other women can kick rocks, unless I grew up with you or we're related lol...
...And now that football season is over I'm already feeling like I have 2 much free time on my hands. I know it seem a lil' early 2 feel that but without weights, meetings and practice 2 take up my time it like I don't have anything 2 do. It's done wonders with school because I get on my hmwk and studying as soon as I get outta class at 12 or 1 and by 7pm I'm pretty much done with everything 4 the day....with ample time 2 do what???...(drum roll please) ...NOTHING!!!
IDK...i just gotta get used 2 this schedule and find even more ways 2 be productive with this time I now have...get an extra hr of studying, clean my apt, write some papers early, blog a little more, idk something 2 fill up the empty spaces 'cause I'm so used 2 being a busy body.
Anyways, the 512 is waiting 4 me 2 come back in about a week...good ole' Austin, Texas...I haven't been back since early June and I'm SUPER home sick!!!...and this time time I've made a vow 2 keep my nose clean and stay away from crazy situations...I'm not tryna have any more drama than I already got,no club drama, no 6th street drama, no ex-girlfriend drama, no home-girl-wanna-be-girlfriend drama, ...that shit is 4 someone else, the only 2 women I worry about is my mama and my gal...any other women can kick rocks, unless I grew up with you or we're related lol...
WALE – PAT YOUR WEAVE (FEAT. UCB)
...It seems like it took 4ever 4 this video 2 come out...I still fux wit...
Friday, November 6, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
What is Zeus up 2 these days???
That's me at the bottom...lookin' real BEASTY...lmao
Anyhow, just wanted 2 update how I've been doing and what I 've been feeling 4 the past few weeks rather than the usual fashion or music post.
Football season is almost over...I kinda got mixed feeling about this 'cause there are pros and cons 2 this. The pros being my body not getting beat on everyday, being able 2 go home and chill with my family and my bros and having more time 2 tend 2 studying and my social life. On the other hand, the cons would be not having a chance 2 get in the playoffs, not playing in a bowl game and unceasing feeling that we could've done so much better this year.
As this season comes 2 a close I'm kind of looking forward 2 next year. A lot my peers have deemed that as my time 2 shine as a senior and try 2 play myself into the NFL draft. The once looming and distant possibility of the NFL has become more and more realistic due 2 the fact that several NFl scouts have come 2 watch film on several people on the team. I was quite surprised when I found out that my name was listed as someone 2 look at next year 4 the NFL.
On another note, me and the chick I talk 2 are taking a break 4 a couple days. Nothings wrong...it's just I think we were up under each other 2 much and we just need some physical distance 4 a sec. We both started getting a lil' snappy towards each other and that's definitely NOT a good thing since nothing went wrong in the 1st place.
After seeing what was going on we both made the decision 2 take step back til Sunday. I'm glad that decision was made because before we probably would've just let things fester. When Sunday comes around we'll be straight. Shout out 2 my "homie, lover, friend"...ily
Anyhow, just wanted 2 update how I've been doing and what I 've been feeling 4 the past few weeks rather than the usual fashion or music post.
Football season is almost over...I kinda got mixed feeling about this 'cause there are pros and cons 2 this. The pros being my body not getting beat on everyday, being able 2 go home and chill with my family and my bros and having more time 2 tend 2 studying and my social life. On the other hand, the cons would be not having a chance 2 get in the playoffs, not playing in a bowl game and unceasing feeling that we could've done so much better this year.
As this season comes 2 a close I'm kind of looking forward 2 next year. A lot my peers have deemed that as my time 2 shine as a senior and try 2 play myself into the NFL draft. The once looming and distant possibility of the NFL has become more and more realistic due 2 the fact that several NFl scouts have come 2 watch film on several people on the team. I was quite surprised when I found out that my name was listed as someone 2 look at next year 4 the NFL.
On another note, me and the chick I talk 2 are taking a break 4 a couple days. Nothings wrong...it's just I think we were up under each other 2 much and we just need some physical distance 4 a sec. We both started getting a lil' snappy towards each other and that's definitely NOT a good thing since nothing went wrong in the 1st place.
After seeing what was going on we both made the decision 2 take step back til Sunday. I'm glad that decision was made because before we probably would've just let things fester. When Sunday comes around we'll be straight. Shout out 2 my "homie, lover, friend"...ily
Monday, November 2, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
University Hall Implosion
So they just tore down a dorm at my school this morning. It had had been a mainstay on the campus 4 over 40 years...quite frankly I really don't care about that, I just wanted 2 see something blow up lmao
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
From Like 2 Love
I told y'all I was back on my poetry ish. This is something I started writing over 2 years ago. And even though I don't feel the same as when I first started writing it, I still managed to finish it about a couple days ago, because for the longest it was left incomplete...
How did I get myself in this situation?
To be in like with a girl that loves me...
It was suppose to start off small, simple and slow,
We take it step by step and slowly our relationship will grow.
But instead of taking heed,
It has taken off with great speed,
Growing swift like a bamboo seed,
And now I am just sitting back wondering will this relationship even succeed.
Will we eventually settle down, have a family, and spend the rest of our lives together,
Will we enjoy each others company, each others love, and travel the world together,
Will we like two turtle doves, have eternal love, and end up in our Father's kingdom together?
Or
Will our together be a never,
And our never lasts forever,
And our love is a figment of the imagination,
And it just blows in the breeze like a feather?
Does the forecast of our future project bad weather,
Severe thunderstorms, tornadoes, typhoons,
Earthquakes, hurricanes, and monsoons?
Will there ever be a you and I,
Will things go wrong and I end up loathing you until I die,
And to Hell you go,
And I pray that your soul will forever fry?
Should I have faith in our fate,
Or does our fate need faith?
Will we like the Spanish say end up muy bien,
Or will we just fade into oblivion?
I want to know,
But honestly I just don't know.
I ask myself, Zach, how did this occur,
She really loves you while you only like her,
She wants to marry you but you are not ready to wife her,
She wants to spend the rest of her time with you but you are not ready to life her,
So ask yourself,
Do you really like her?
And why does she love you so much,
And always misses you and can't wait to feel your touch?
And then I start to boost my ego,
And tell myself, well Zach, you are one good looking negro,
And you are caring, honest, and smart,
A pretty nice guy and a real sweetheart!
But am I really,
Or am I kidding myself,
And just being silly?
Maybe some truths were broken,
Maybe I should have thought before I talked and became more soft spoken,
Maybe some boundaries were crossed,
And with the truth I tossed,
And a little fib turned into exaggeration,
And that exaggeration lead to her infatuation,
And now am I just playing her like a Playstation?
How do I really feel,
Are the feelings I feel really real,
Are they pure, are they true, are they genuine?
Is there a such thing as a weak love or a strong like,
Will we roll down a river and end up like Tina and Ike?
Should I cower away and be lead astray, stab her in the back and make her someone else I betray,
Display my dismay and without delay have my way with her like I was at a buffet,
Convey and portray that she was nothing but prey, send her away like she was a bouquet, and then leave her world in disarray,
Or should I stay, remain at bay, and hope our love will grow and will never decay,
Is this all cliché,
Or is it simple and simply child's play?
It's just so much to digest,
Is it all just one huge test,
Is cupid after me, and should I be wearing a vest,
Should I end it and put this relationship to rest,
Or should I venture through the quest,
Prosper through the obstacles,
And show why I am the best?
In this situation I have to be smart,
Do I think with my brain or do I follow my heart?
I've had it broken before and I don't want it to happen again,
But sometimes when you get knocked out the ring you have to climb back in,
Sometimes you have to show that you are made out of more than tin,
Even eventually a lion cub leaves the den,
Because the truth about is quitters never win.
All of this soul searching has got my head hurting,
I need some aspirin, where's the Bayer,
I'm lost, confused, and need guidance,
So I am just going to bow my head and say a prayer....
How did I get myself in this situation?
To be in like with a girl that loves me...
It was suppose to start off small, simple and slow,
We take it step by step and slowly our relationship will grow.
But instead of taking heed,
It has taken off with great speed,
Growing swift like a bamboo seed,
And now I am just sitting back wondering will this relationship even succeed.
Will we eventually settle down, have a family, and spend the rest of our lives together,
Will we enjoy each others company, each others love, and travel the world together,
Will we like two turtle doves, have eternal love, and end up in our Father's kingdom together?
Or
Will our together be a never,
And our never lasts forever,
And our love is a figment of the imagination,
And it just blows in the breeze like a feather?
Does the forecast of our future project bad weather,
Severe thunderstorms, tornadoes, typhoons,
Earthquakes, hurricanes, and monsoons?
Will there ever be a you and I,
Will things go wrong and I end up loathing you until I die,
And to Hell you go,
And I pray that your soul will forever fry?
Should I have faith in our fate,
Or does our fate need faith?
Will we like the Spanish say end up muy bien,
Or will we just fade into oblivion?
I want to know,
But honestly I just don't know.
I ask myself, Zach, how did this occur,
She really loves you while you only like her,
She wants to marry you but you are not ready to wife her,
She wants to spend the rest of her time with you but you are not ready to life her,
So ask yourself,
Do you really like her?
And why does she love you so much,
And always misses you and can't wait to feel your touch?
And then I start to boost my ego,
And tell myself, well Zach, you are one good looking negro,
And you are caring, honest, and smart,
A pretty nice guy and a real sweetheart!
But am I really,
Or am I kidding myself,
And just being silly?
Maybe some truths were broken,
Maybe I should have thought before I talked and became more soft spoken,
Maybe some boundaries were crossed,
And with the truth I tossed,
And a little fib turned into exaggeration,
And that exaggeration lead to her infatuation,
And now am I just playing her like a Playstation?
How do I really feel,
Are the feelings I feel really real,
Are they pure, are they true, are they genuine?
Is there a such thing as a weak love or a strong like,
Will we roll down a river and end up like Tina and Ike?
Should I cower away and be lead astray, stab her in the back and make her someone else I betray,
Display my dismay and without delay have my way with her like I was at a buffet,
Convey and portray that she was nothing but prey, send her away like she was a bouquet, and then leave her world in disarray,
Or should I stay, remain at bay, and hope our love will grow and will never decay,
Is this all cliché,
Or is it simple and simply child's play?
It's just so much to digest,
Is it all just one huge test,
Is cupid after me, and should I be wearing a vest,
Should I end it and put this relationship to rest,
Or should I venture through the quest,
Prosper through the obstacles,
And show why I am the best?
In this situation I have to be smart,
Do I think with my brain or do I follow my heart?
I've had it broken before and I don't want it to happen again,
But sometimes when you get knocked out the ring you have to climb back in,
Sometimes you have to show that you are made out of more than tin,
Even eventually a lion cub leaves the den,
Because the truth about is quitters never win.
All of this soul searching has got my head hurting,
I need some aspirin, where's the Bayer,
I'm lost, confused, and need guidance,
So I am just going to bow my head and say a prayer....
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Nike Air Flight Condor High – Dark Cinder
I can't really explain it but these are fly in an ugly kind of way...lmao
Q-TIP and NORAH JONES – LIFE IS BETTER
I’ve always appreciated this song & the visuals for it are pretty fly.
Enjoy!!!
Enjoy!!!
Monday, October 5, 2009
Random Rant
-Kinda missin the dreads a lil bit
-Ready 4 Homecoming
-Slowly turning back into a man-whore...lol
-despises New Mexico
-finally got a mattress pad
-gettin' a lil homesick
-has had a procrastination problem lately
-might start skateboarding again
-is a HUGE flirt
-prides himself on being different
-likes stability but hates monotony
-needs 2 step his ink game up...it almost been a year!!!
-is ashamed of his old high school's football team...we had a squad when I was there...
-is proud of his college football team...5-1 and ranked 23 in the nation...Big Bucks!!!
-was harrassed 4 about a week and half about a fork...lol
-wants 2 rewind time 2 the 2nd semester of freshman year...everything was so much more simple and fun
-has the same haircut as his bro and didn't know it 'til last week
-favorite rappers are Wiz Khalifa, Wale, and Curren$y
-is back 2 writing poetry again
-finally got that fresh ass Mohawk!
-wondering who I would be if I had went 2 a different college
-is a facebook fiend
-is badly in need of an ipod because this mp3 ain't cuttin' it
-finally got these 2 crazy ass females off my back
-obsessed with old school high-top Nike's
-has the biggest crush on the singer Keri Hilson
-rediscovering the friends I lost touch with over the last year due 2 being distracted by other things
-looking 4 ways 2 improve the man that I am so the man that I one day become will be great
-finally liking my legal name after years of despising it...Zachary Jamal P#####...pretty fly huh?
-hears ppl talking down on the Levi 501's but fuck it...I got mad steez not matter what anybody says
-has a thing 4 early 90's Brendan Fraiser movies...idk it's weird
-knows that there's a life beyond college football
-prayed 4 the 1st time in a while...it was a pretty good feeling afterward
-Ready 4 Homecoming
-Slowly turning back into a man-whore...lol
-despises New Mexico
-finally got a mattress pad
-gettin' a lil homesick
-has had a procrastination problem lately
-might start skateboarding again
-is a HUGE flirt
-prides himself on being different
-likes stability but hates monotony
-needs 2 step his ink game up...it almost been a year!!!
-is ashamed of his old high school's football team...we had a squad when I was there...
-is proud of his college football team...5-1 and ranked 23 in the nation...Big Bucks!!!
-was harrassed 4 about a week and half about a fork...lol
-wants 2 rewind time 2 the 2nd semester of freshman year...everything was so much more simple and fun
-has the same haircut as his bro and didn't know it 'til last week
-favorite rappers are Wiz Khalifa, Wale, and Curren$y
-is back 2 writing poetry again
-finally got that fresh ass Mohawk!
-wondering who I would be if I had went 2 a different college
-is a facebook fiend
-is badly in need of an ipod because this mp3 ain't cuttin' it
-finally got these 2 crazy ass females off my back
-obsessed with old school high-top Nike's
-has the biggest crush on the singer Keri Hilson
-rediscovering the friends I lost touch with over the last year due 2 being distracted by other things
-looking 4 ways 2 improve the man that I am so the man that I one day become will be great
-finally liking my legal name after years of despising it...Zachary Jamal P#####...pretty fly huh?
-hears ppl talking down on the Levi 501's but fuck it...I got mad steez not matter what anybody says
-has a thing 4 early 90's Brendan Fraiser movies...idk it's weird
-knows that there's a life beyond college football
-prayed 4 the 1st time in a while...it was a pretty good feeling afterward
Sunday, October 4, 2009
California Swag District- "Teach me how to Dougie"...SMH
Apparently this dance has become the "new' thing in Cali. As a native Texan and someone that's known to "hit that hoe', I find myself having mixed feelings about this.
On 1 end I'm somewhat happy that Texas dances like the the "Dougie", "Flex" , and "Franky" r starting 2 be recognized and emulated outside of the state. People used 2 think it was gay, now they're doin' it...lmao
On the other end, this video looks 2 be a mockery of TX flipped on it's ear. Also, nobody does the "Dougie" anymore!!! Some of stuff I saw, we haven't done in like 2-3 years. Their skills seemed 2 be quite novice...lol. If U came 2 TX and tried 2 battle somebody with that foolishness you'd probably get you're feelings hurt...LMAO!!!
Monday, September 28, 2009
SO....
So...last nite I got into the most retarded argument ever in life. It's a long story but I'll sum it by saying a chick that I used 2 be involved with in high school is upset with me due 2 the fact that I don't give her enough time even though we're NOT romantically involved and will never be again. I could imagine if we were talking or in the midst of rekindling something but NO, I never did make that an option. I'm not even tryna go there with anybody and if I did want 2, it would be with someone else.
Not but 20 minutes later I had another ex call me asking 4 some money...4 the second time!!! WTF!!! Go kill urself twice...
After last nite's happenings, I've come 2 the conclusion that either I'm HORRIBLE when it comes 2 picking women or I have the worst luck ever in my romantic life. I've come 2 this conclusion because 75-90% of the women that I've been involved have proven 2 be completely outside of their mind. I'm on good terms with only 1 of my ex's and that's because we were friends b4.
Not but 20 minutes later I had another ex call me asking 4 some money...4 the second time!!! WTF!!! Go kill urself twice...
After last nite's happenings, I've come 2 the conclusion that either I'm HORRIBLE when it comes 2 picking women or I have the worst luck ever in my romantic life. I've come 2 this conclusion because 75-90% of the women that I've been involved have proven 2 be completely outside of their mind. I'm on good terms with only 1 of my ex's and that's because we were friends b4.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Moodiness
4 some reason when I woke up about an hour ago, I was a really shitty mood and I don't know why. It's nothing against anybody personally but I don't wanna be bothered with anybody right now...almost like anything could set me off. But what I dont understand is why am I feeling this way?...Everything in my life is gravy right now...School is good, Football is good, my family is good, my ex and I are good...So whats the problem???
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
Dead Ass Wrong!!!
Now I fux wit Kanye but anybody can see that nigga was DEAD ASS WRONG 4 interrupting Taylor Swift's speech...Damn bro let the girl get some shine!!!
Friday, September 11, 2009
Junk Dunk Art by Gabriel Dishaw
The Junk Dunk art by Gabriel Dishaw. A Men's size 9.5 Nike shoe made from junk, really cool!"I used very little wire and more glue to keep the piece more clean, and less bulky. I also added new details, a hinged tongue and nike logo's on both the tongue and back of the shoe. On previous models I used a real nike sole to build of off. With this piece I started from scratch and build the sole from circuit boards. "
NO HOMER - HIP HOP ICONS SIMPSONIZED
Following up on the success of Lego Hip Hop Album Covers, Format Presents: No Homer – Hip Hop Icons Simpsonized. The set features Kanye, Lil Wayne, Notorious B.I.G., 2Pac, Snoop Dogg, Flava Flav, Eazy E, Andre 3000, Eminem, and Fat Joe alongside iconic O representations for each artist.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Possible change in plans...
When I finally thought I had peace of mind here comes some more bullshit!
As soon as I'm getting settled in the realm of being solo dolo, my homegirl comes out of the blue with a text that she want 2 see if we can be 2gether now that I'm available...WTF???
FUCK!!!...didn't I say that I want 2 be single...leave me the hell alone...I was so thrown off by it that I couldn't even reply
And 2 make thing worse her and my other homegirl are supposed 2 coming up here 2 visit me this weekend...as a friend. All I was expecting was all of us 2 kick like old times then this pops up. I'm like damn let me act like I'm single 4 a least a few months...I wanna be able 2 have fun and do my thing without worrying about someone or what they think about my actions.
I'm just pissed off right now because I feel like she's not willing 2 give me the space I need 2 see how I can handle being by myself again. I already got enough shit going on between getting out of my old relationship, school, and football 2 deal with something like that.
All I can really say about this situation is that I'm not thinking about ANY serious relationship 'til I graduate!!!
As soon as I'm getting settled in the realm of being solo dolo, my homegirl comes out of the blue with a text that she want 2 see if we can be 2gether now that I'm available...WTF???
FUCK!!!...didn't I say that I want 2 be single...leave me the hell alone...I was so thrown off by it that I couldn't even reply
And 2 make thing worse her and my other homegirl are supposed 2 coming up here 2 visit me this weekend...as a friend. All I was expecting was all of us 2 kick like old times then this pops up. I'm like damn let me act like I'm single 4 a least a few months...I wanna be able 2 have fun and do my thing without worrying about someone or what they think about my actions.
I'm just pissed off right now because I feel like she's not willing 2 give me the space I need 2 see how I can handle being by myself again. I already got enough shit going on between getting out of my old relationship, school, and football 2 deal with something like that.
All I can really say about this situation is that I'm not thinking about ANY serious relationship 'til I graduate!!!
Who is that guy?!?
I've been feeling a lot better over the past few days...My feelings and thoughts aren't all over the place like they where when the semester started...finally adjusted 2 the idea of being single...and I just beasted my Criminal Justice test a second ago...shit took me like 15 minutes...
No more distractions...just school and football...tryna get BIG BUCKS!!!
Well...maybe a little cuddling every now and then but that's it...lmao
No more distractions...just school and football...tryna get BIG BUCKS!!!
Well...maybe a little cuddling every now and then but that's it...lmao
Monday, September 7, 2009
Random Rant
-Nothing in this rant is written with negative intent
- a little banged up after the game on Sat....back, calf and ankle is hurting right now...need a massage
-Need 2 do laundry, SERIOUSLY!!!
-Got 2 home girls coming 2 visit me from back home next weekend, gotta show 'em a good time
-Kind of like a beast on this NCAA 2009 on XBOX 360...lol
-One of my roommates had a whole bunch of gay dudes at my apt...WTF!!!
-Dusting off my little black book...
-My kindness is sometimes taken 4 weakness
-Been eyeing petite chicks lately...that's not really my type though
-Just cleaned my car out of boredom
-Its cold as shit in this damn computer lab!!!
-Needs 2 make more of an effort 2 go 2 church more
-Has had a crush on Melyssa Ford since like the 7th grade
-Just found out Ranch Corn Nuts is the greatest snack known 2 man
-Love chicks wit sexy tats
-Can dance my ass off...no bullshit
-In the cuddling mood...kind of...IDK, it's hard 2 explain
-Realizing that I'm a sexy ass dude when my steez is on point
-Need some contacts, tired of these glasses
-Wondering why my homeboys are worried about my ex's reaction 2 my home girls visiting...that girl is non-worried about me...lol
-has the urge 2 give back shots right now lol
-ready 2 kick it wit my bros after the season ends, even though they be bullshittin' half the time
-has an addiction 4 attention from women...IDK, it's weird but I've always been like that
-been banging nothing but Wiz Khalifa and Wale 4 the last week
-is currently the leading the conference in sacks...BIG BUCKS!!!
-Wondering if I should pull the trigger on my little black book situation or just throw it away
-Tryna find someone who's a beast with that BECKY!!!...lmao
-Still gets jealous occasionally
-'bout 2 get mohawk next week
-Nothing comes between me and my family, and my bros
-has an obsession with Levi 501's, Chucks and fitted white tee's
-SUPER affectionate...I can't help it, I like 2 kiss, hug and cuddle...it just feels good...only with certain people though lol
-feels a little awkward 2 cake with other females but I'm getting used 2 it
-realizing that I'm weird, but I've stopped caring about people's opinions light years ago
-just copped a fresh ass Fedora
-just got a new phone but I cant get any ring tones...SMH
-in the habit of wearing big ass earrings
-lookin' extra slim in my jersey...#34
-in the mood 4 a home cooked meal
-feels like a SUPER LAME 4 not letting go...
- a little banged up after the game on Sat....back, calf and ankle is hurting right now...need a massage
-Need 2 do laundry, SERIOUSLY!!!
-Got 2 home girls coming 2 visit me from back home next weekend, gotta show 'em a good time
-Kind of like a beast on this NCAA 2009 on XBOX 360...lol
-One of my roommates had a whole bunch of gay dudes at my apt...WTF!!!
-Dusting off my little black book...
-My kindness is sometimes taken 4 weakness
-Been eyeing petite chicks lately...that's not really my type though
-Just cleaned my car out of boredom
-Its cold as shit in this damn computer lab!!!
-Needs 2 make more of an effort 2 go 2 church more
-Has had a crush on Melyssa Ford since like the 7th grade
-Just found out Ranch Corn Nuts is the greatest snack known 2 man
-Love chicks wit sexy tats
-Can dance my ass off...no bullshit
-In the cuddling mood...kind of...IDK, it's hard 2 explain
-Realizing that I'm a sexy ass dude when my steez is on point
-Need some contacts, tired of these glasses
-Wondering why my homeboys are worried about my ex's reaction 2 my home girls visiting...that girl is non-worried about me...lol
-has the urge 2 give back shots right now lol
-ready 2 kick it wit my bros after the season ends, even though they be bullshittin' half the time
-has an addiction 4 attention from women...IDK, it's weird but I've always been like that
-been banging nothing but Wiz Khalifa and Wale 4 the last week
-is currently the leading the conference in sacks...BIG BUCKS!!!
-Wondering if I should pull the trigger on my little black book situation or just throw it away
-Tryna find someone who's a beast with that BECKY!!!...lmao
-Still gets jealous occasionally
-'bout 2 get mohawk next week
-Nothing comes between me and my family, and my bros
-has an obsession with Levi 501's, Chucks and fitted white tee's
-SUPER affectionate...I can't help it, I like 2 kiss, hug and cuddle...it just feels good...only with certain people though lol
-feels a little awkward 2 cake with other females but I'm getting used 2 it
-realizing that I'm weird, but I've stopped caring about people's opinions light years ago
-just copped a fresh ass Fedora
-just got a new phone but I cant get any ring tones...SMH
-in the habit of wearing big ass earrings
-lookin' extra slim in my jersey...#34
-in the mood 4 a home cooked meal
-feels like a SUPER LAME 4 not letting go...
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