Lately I have been exhausted by women my age, not even one specific person but as a whole, from girlfriends to homegirls to associates. This has me contemplating leaving women alone for a while no homo lol....But seriuosly though, besides my family members I have seen nothing deceit, indecisiveness, conniving, and just blatant disrespect from womenfolk...By no means am I making a sweeping generalization about all women because I know that they're not all bad but from personal experience they are few and far between. It's not even anger that's fueling this rant, just an exhausted dissappointment. I've always been taught to love, cherish, and respect women especially black women, but that has never been reciprocated. I don't even have the energy to go into details.
Maybe I'm just too giving of myself which leaves me open to feelings like this. As a man, I sometimes find myself embarassed for feeling so deeply about things. I might give off a hard exterior but inside I'm a big ass teddy bear. In the end though, I've learned that its just God,my family, and my bros...they're the only one's who have been in my corner unconditionally. I'll be back on my feet soon enough, but at this moment in time I'm just in my feelings and I need some way to express because there no one to have a back and forth conversation with right now.
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